Ep. 8 - Feeling Like A F&^*%in' Idiot
So today was my last day in the competition. I was ready to go home, not that I wanted to, but I had prepared for the evitable. The problem was the way that I was sent home. Jay called me up... I didn't know where to go, all the way half way? Then he told me I was going home. I hugged all the judge. But it gets better I stopped half way up the runway and thought "Where do I go?" I was looking around the room like a F&^*%in' idiot. It was so embarrassing! I also was upset that I didn't even get to say a good goodbye. I felt and still feel gypped about the way the whole thing ended. Still it was a great adventure, to bad it had to end so shitty. Good luck to the girls, got my figures crossed for the best!