Ep 5 - Fears Realized
What I was afraid of happening happened. The panel saw what I was afraid of, that I was gliding underneath the surface of good, and was just mediocre. It's really hard to hear that but I knew it had to come. So now I have to really step up my game and show them I'm not just mediocre. I need to exceed their expectations of my skill as a model, and blow them out of the water with my next photo shoot. I realized tonight just how many people were rooting for me and it helped me realize how badly I want this, and what I need to do to achieve it. I need to focus on me and not on how much Cori annoys me, or how much Tia talks, or also how much I miss Gina. All I need to focus on now is Tara-Marie, and how she is doing.