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Ep 5 - Fears Realized

What I was afraid of happening happened. The panel saw what I was afraid of, that I was gliding underneath the surface of good, and was just mediocre. It's really hard to hear that but I knew it had to come. So now I have to really step up my game and show them I'm not just mediocre. I need to exceed their expectations of my skill as a model, and blow them out of the water with my next photo shoot. I realized tonight just how many people were rooting for me and it helped me realize how badly I want this, and what I need to do to achieve it. I need to focus on me and not on how much Cori annoys me, or how much Tia talks, or also how much I miss Gina. All I need to focus on now is Tara-Marie, and how she is doing.

Published Thursday, June 28, 2007 7:30 AM by CNTMJunkie

Comments

CNTMfan says:

Tara, I hope you're never in the bottom two again. You're a beautiful girl in your photos and on camera which I can't say for many of the other girls.

You should have won the pole dancing thing, you did it best and that's what it was about not the most improved. Show everyone how great you are

ur the best one. people are annoying but just do that. focus on u. even though thats not as easy as it sounds

777lovea says:

Hey Tara.

I think you are the best and deserve to win (I also like your friend Rebecca).

You take amazing photos, have a great walk, body and face. You are professional , experienced, mature and confident. I hope you win, because you will represent Canada to the fullest.

Tara, you're a great model and a really awesome dancer. Step your game up and you'll be in the top 2/3 again soon.

I think you have been really mature here and realized the weeknesses you have.  I really like you even though the other girls say you are very concieted and cocky.  I think that ... the other girls are very loud so when a different personality comes in they are more picky.  I'm not saying every girl is a b*tch or you're perfect but sometimes when things get tough you need to realize that maybe everything is not as important as it seems and you have done that.  You are one of my favourite models on this show and I hope you go very far.

truckstop says:

i agree.

and i think that it was totally bunk that you didn't win the dancing contest.

at the beginning they said that it was based on how sexy you were and

how well it looked. and obviously you did that, and then Cori won

because she had improved since the beginning of the class.

that wasn't the rules on choosing a winner.

grrr.

Renika says:

Tara, you have an exceptional figure and perfect skin, you will no doubt go far, however, your attitude could use a good workout. The only downfall you have is your constant sour expression and NEVER anything nice to say about anyone. Its disappointing to see this in someone who seems to have the complete package, missing such a profound trait. My suggestion: look inside at what you are and what you have to offer, let go of jealousy and bitterness-they will only hold you back. Once you do this you will glow and everyone will see your shine (something you are currently missing).

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