Ep. 1 - Reality Check Time
So today was our first judgement day. It was the most stressful day ever. I was one of the last two, along with Mika. The hardest thing for me to deal with when finding out that it was Mika and me against each other was that she was the only girl who everyone had some kind of problem with. It's hard to get such a huge reality check. I can't believe that it was a hard decision for the judges to choose between Mika and me. Also I had cried two times today and it made my nerves go crazy. I was trying to be strong and keep the tears back but at the same time I could hear all the other girls panting while waiting to find out who was going to continue in the conversation between myself and Mika. I was so proud of Cori because she was having a hard time with the fact that she didn't have any modeling experience but yet she did the best out of all the girls. I don't know what I would do without Tia's support...she's my best friend in this competition and I cant imagine what I would have done today had she not been around to support my ass - LOL. Now it's time to work my ass off... talk to you soon xox