Ep. 2 - Shock and Shopping
Today was an elimination day, and although I’m extremely happy that I made the cut, there’s definitely a sad air about the house since Jacqueline left. Honestly, I think it came as a shock to all of us, including herself. Personally, I thought her photos were absolutely amazing! She’s such a stunning girl, and a genuinely great person. Even though she kept to herself quite a bit, she really had a way of making everyone feel important and she’s honestly going to be missed! At the same time, while seeing her go was a terribly saddening experience, I really feel that this isn’t the end for her. I know she’s going to make it big, and I really hope she doesn’t get discouraged. I mean come on, how many girls tried out and she made it on show?? Clearly she has a lot going for her!
Other than the loss of Jacqueline, things have been great – although a little strange at times. I really still feel very weird about the whole shopping experience, and guilty at the same time. The only thing keeping me sane is knowing it’s a good investment for my future, and I’ll be able to make more money by booking more jobs and do better things with it. I don’t think I’ll ever grow out of being a bargain shopper!