Ep. 7 - New Found Confidence
I am so disappointed right now, not just with myself but more in the judge's decision because they chose Tara over me, that is the last person I wanted to be standing with. I think if Tara wins she will just go back to being a dancer because I feel that is her true passion, not modeling. I also hope Rebecca doesn't win because she only has one look and Canada's Next Top Model needs to be versatile, they also need to be a role model who Rebecca is not, she had sex in the top model house which I feel is extremely inappropriate. I just hope that Sinead wins because she is the only girl other than myself that I can picture being Canada's Next Top Model. It just sucks because I tried my best in every single photo shoot but it never showed in my eyes, I still don't know what I was doing wrong, I thought I followed direction very well this week unlike Rebecca who couldn't even do what they asked of her. I am so grateful for this entire experience, it has changed my life. I am a much stronger person because of it, I have a new found confidence in myself even though the judges didn't see that. I am so proud of myself for making it this far, but at the same time I wanted to win so badly. This isn't the last of Cori though you'll see me in a magazine or on the runway I guarantee it, I won't give up my dream because it is the only thing I can see myself succeeding in.