Ep. 4 - Harsh Times

Today was really hard for me because I was in the bottom two in the judging room. I was almost positive that I would be the one to go home. It is all because I don’t have enough confidence in front of the judges and I’m not sure why. I think I am one of the best-looking girls in the competition so, I don’t understand why I don’t feel as confident as they do. The judges telling me about my confidence was definitely a huge wake-up call because every other elimination day I have been in the top three and this week I was in the bottom two. I think the judges really believe in me, which is why they need me to be as confident as possible when I’m in front of them, not just in my photos.

I had another shock too. Nolé said I was the worst of the day at our Car and helicopter windy photo shoot and I wasn’t sure why. I was trying to do exactly what him and the photographer were telling me to do but I just couldn’t get it. I’m still here though so I really have to step up my game because I am going to be Canada’s Next Top Model.